I'm watching movies, writing, reading and composing in the middle of the night. I'm drinking back coffee with just sugar inside and I'm breathing in passive smoke from my neighbor that secretly smokes every night. I'm working on a dream. I'm finishing past projects. I'm making progress. I'm working real hard and I'm feeling real good. Well... At least while I work...
Otherwise...
Well otherwise I just end up feeling like shit...
Ha! Funny...
Life's funny that way. At least for me...
Friday, February 19, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Frustration
It's funny how you get irritated man. How frustration sets in. Why it sets in. It feels like it's a different reason every friggin time...
Situations change...
Hmmm...
Or do they?
Naah...
They don't! No seriously... They don't.
I mean just think about it. The similarities between our problems back then and our problems right now are so simple and evident. The scary math test in 1st grade is the scary math test in 8th or 10th or 11th grade. Yes, addition's been replaced with trigonometry. But it's still the same situation. The 10th grade boards are as tough as the 12th grade boards and even though you think that your 5th grade social sciences portion was easy when you look back today, it wasn't back then. It was as challenging to you then as this year's portion is now.
And it doesn't just work with education. You would argue about which superhero is the strongest. Well now it's football players or actors or politicians or musicians isn't it? Your parents were always over-protective of you, but you didn't really realize it and start hating it till you were older. The situations are, in a certain way, the same. It's just the way we react to them that changes.
Boys scrape their knees and cry but Men do not. Our parents and older relatives had the WWII, The Independence Struggle and Y2K to worry about. We have Terrorism and Global Warming. We've both faced potentially world-ending problems and how we act now will determine the outcome.
In a way, not even 'how much' is wrong with life changes. Just that different things become a bother. It comes with maturity. Comes with growth. One goes from being upset because they do not understand the nature of something to being upset because they do not accept it. The problems are, in some sense, the same.
So what do you do? How do you take care of this oh-so-unchangeable way of the world?
Nothing!
No point in trying to change it now is there? Just go with the flow, just take every issue as it comes.
You sure as hell can't decide the cards you're dealt, but how you play them is totally up to you...
Situations change...
Hmmm...
Or do they?
Naah...
They don't! No seriously... They don't.
I mean just think about it. The similarities between our problems back then and our problems right now are so simple and evident. The scary math test in 1st grade is the scary math test in 8th or 10th or 11th grade. Yes, addition's been replaced with trigonometry. But it's still the same situation. The 10th grade boards are as tough as the 12th grade boards and even though you think that your 5th grade social sciences portion was easy when you look back today, it wasn't back then. It was as challenging to you then as this year's portion is now.
And it doesn't just work with education. You would argue about which superhero is the strongest. Well now it's football players or actors or politicians or musicians isn't it? Your parents were always over-protective of you, but you didn't really realize it and start hating it till you were older. The situations are, in a certain way, the same. It's just the way we react to them that changes.
Boys scrape their knees and cry but Men do not. Our parents and older relatives had the WWII, The Independence Struggle and Y2K to worry about. We have Terrorism and Global Warming. We've both faced potentially world-ending problems and how we act now will determine the outcome.
In a way, not even 'how much' is wrong with life changes. Just that different things become a bother. It comes with maturity. Comes with growth. One goes from being upset because they do not understand the nature of something to being upset because they do not accept it. The problems are, in some sense, the same.
So what do you do? How do you take care of this oh-so-unchangeable way of the world?
Nothing!
No point in trying to change it now is there? Just go with the flow, just take every issue as it comes.
You sure as hell can't decide the cards you're dealt, but how you play them is totally up to you...
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Randomity
So I just got the new PC a few days ago...
And I got FL studio on it as well...
What happens if I can't sleep and I have that combination in my room?
Well here it is...
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=WWLHANBZ
And I got FL studio on it as well...
What happens if I can't sleep and I have that combination in my room?
Well here it is...
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=WWLHANBZ
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