Thursday, March 18, 2010

Click!!!!

I've been been able to do this before! I don't know how much sense it'll make but hey! I did it! All credit goes to my friend Akshata though!!!

A:
DUDE!
It happened!
After so motherfucking long!!!
Things Clicked!!!
Things clicked man!
You know....
Once in a thousand years...
Nay, In a billion years...
It happens. Things click, everything from the recent past joins in together and it fills up the cup.
Man!
Listen to I become I!
And No!
It isn't pleasure...
It's bitter sweet...
Very...
It's all uncertain and it's scary!
But things clicked!
It's VERY Lovely!
Beautiful!

Ak:
like what?

A:
Like...
Like a fist fight!
Like Fate!
Like a song when you really really need one!
It flows through you and you don't even realize cause you're too busy grooving to the beat...
Then, before you realize it, it glows to the beat right through you're veins...
Sometimes blue, sometimes green, sometimes red...
Any colour and every colour...
You stop caring about it all...
You're not even in yourself anymore.
You're outside...
And you're floating away from yourself...
You realize that you can't see the future. It's uncertain and it's scary. The ground you're grooving on presently is shaky,.
But you don't care about yourself anymore.
You're too taken by the beauty of the situation.
All those things that mattered once become minute. They become negligible.
You feel like as long as the beat keeps playing you can stay where you are
Suspended between then and now.
Between real and unreal.
Fact and fiction. Possible and impossible.
And your body's still grooving.
You're body doesn't stop grooving to that beat.
The music keeps playing!!!
As you float away you realize the past!
And you see how it's all been building up to this.
Every minute event has been leading to this one event,.
Not just events with slight connections, no! Major connections!!!
All the while you can feel your body grooving. And I swear to the lord above that that's the best god damn feeling in the world!
And then...
there you are...
With a smile that refuses to wear off.
Unafraid and full of joy!
So connected to the divine!
Until finally...
Slowly, and peacefully...
The music fades away...
And you slip back in.
You're back home.
A small smile on your face tells of what has just happens but other than that...
Nothing!
And all you can say to your friends after it all is Nothing... Nothing at All...


Thank You Akshata! If I hadn’t been chatting with you, I wouldn’t have been able to put it all into words!