A bet...

Since I' cna't upload from my other blog I'm putting this up here...
The bet between my friend and I is this...
I think the poem is Shit. My friend thinks otherwise...
Let's see what you guys think...


Don't waste you time thinking,
Thinking of what I'll say,
What I'll do or what I'll be,
And not of if I'll stay.

Think not of what has happened,
Or will happen, or is now.
Think not of 'Ifs' and 'Maybes'
Think instead of how.

Do spend you time in doing,
In feeling, in living,
Do spend it being honest,
And caring, and giving.

Do spend your time alone sometimes,
Just sit sometimes, just breathe and wait,
Don't concern yourself with people then,
Of where to be, and if you're late.

And lastly all I'd like to say,
I'd like to shout, I'd like to scream,
Is as you look at things around,
Remember, they're not what they seem.


PS: Make me win. Be Honest. Say It! It's SHIT!

A bet...

All kinds of random shit..

In honesty, sometimes things just don't seem to move in any particular direction...
And when they actually do after that long dry spell one can't help but feel ecstatic...
I'm feeling real ecstatic right now...
Because things are really working out here and there...
Touch wood though...
Don't want things fucking up...
Anyway...
Oh yeah!
Goa was nice.
Real nice. Met some nice people there. People I hope to meet again.
Heard a lot of music that I felt was real real nice...
Also, a lot of things have been running through my mind. Regarding a lot of different things...
But then that's stuff for me to sort out all by myself. Just how I like it. :)

Death Cab For Cutie Playing on my music system.
Real nice stuff I must say...
Lately they've been playing a lot in my room...
Mainly because I'm somewhat in Awe at how they pull it all together and manage to make just so much sense...

My parents have been at me too...
Oh God! It gets tough some times... But it's all good.
I closed myself down just in time to not be damaged by what they have to say. I respect them, I love them. They're my parents. But some of our views just don't match. Cant do much about the now can I?
Ah well... And lif egoes on.

Creatively I've been feeling really really bummed out...
Don't feel like writing on any one topic in particular.
Lot's of ideas forming in my mind but none of them seem strong enough to come out and amount to something. I can't even spend too much time on any of them because of the amount of stuff I seem to be up to all at the same time. Is it too much for me to do?
I think not! :)

Other than that, I feel like writing a lot more... So I guess I will...

People have proven to be quite the pickle for me...
They're a real pain I tell you. Sometimes, just sometimes I feel like just mentally leaving because of how people are.
I don't like them much you know...
In face, it would be safe to say that I'm only here because some of 'em are just so darn lovable!
That and the music.

Tried a little fish food in Goa by the way...
Real nice tasting stuff man. I quite like fish! :)
But I'm not to have too much. Parents say no. And I shall listen to 'em for the most part.

What else what else what else...
Oh yeah!

Death Cab is playing!

They have this one song, called I Will Posses Your Heart.
Man! It's like a 6 Minute instrumental followed by the actual song. Amazing stuff. I really really like it.

In fact right now I'm enjoying typoing too. The whole experience of my fingers knowing exactly where each key is if just so nice. In fact, I feel that the entire feeling of just knowing... It feels amazing. Not knowing is basically being in the dark for me. And That's a really scary thing. Something I'm not a big fan of the be honest.
Ah well...

I think I've said enough for now...
Wow...
How did I ever almost get published?
I write real bullshit you know!
Haha!
Yeah!
I like this shit!


Life's All Good 'n' Shit,
Mehta!

A picture in my mind

It's an eye. And the sun shines into it just beautifully. And I'm so close to it. ANd it's just one of the most beautiful sights I've ever seen in my life. And I'm afraid I'll forget it. So It's here. And a few other places so that I don't forget. And even if I do, I am reminded.
There's a picture in my mind you know. One of the most beautiful pictures I've ever seen. And one day I'll be able to put it on paper. I will!