Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Cold Dark Night Demo Lyrics

So here are the lyrics for Cold Dark Night! Not a lot of them since it's still the Demo. But I'll have more soon!

It's the feeling of a dam breaking,
The Villagers never had a chance.
So fast and all embracing,
I'm left alone in this expanse.

You come up and say,
"Just a little more, it'll be alright"
But the Promise of the day,
Won't take away he cold of night.

[Chorus]
You Sit there,
Breathing,
Waiting for the sun to come.
While water's,
Seeping,
Into everything you've done.

(Repeat first to verses)


The Song:


You can't download this version but do lemme know if you'd like a copy. :)

Monday, November 15, 2010

Mr. Man Lyrics

Here are the lyrics for people that wanted to see!

Mr. Man,
Why you walkin' by?
Won't you come sit down and listen,
Oh, won't you come and try.

Sing along,
Even though it's a different kind of song,
It might just make you happy,
Make you smile and pass it on.

N I said Hey!
Everything's Ok!
Cause you and I are singing,
It feels like the month of may,

N I said Hey!
Everything's Ok!
Cause you and I are singing,
it feels like the month of May!

Here I am,
Just playin tunes,
I'll be here and I'll be singin'
From evening through noon.

Come on down,
Come any time you like,
Cause we don't need no speakers,
Brother we don't need no mic.

N I said Hey! ....


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

So Fickle.

~Yeh Kya Bol Raha Hai?

For the past few months I've been studying World History for my SAT Subject Tests and while I was studying I figured something out. This is probably just something someone out there's been thinking through and through, and I'm a sure a few buggers will say "Haan toh? I've heard/thought of it all before", but that hardly matters. I think it's time that I say what's been on my mind for some time now.

Religion, as I've learnt, has changed. It's changed a lot. I'm not going to go into the details of how. Wikipedia will tell you that.

What caught my attention was how easily it changed. If you read through world history you'll realize that every few hundred years, you either have a new religion springing up somewhere or an old religion getting altered a little to fit the place, people and time.

Christianity readily adopted pagan holidays and traditions to ease the transition of people into Christianity. In Japan, when Buddhism was adopted, it was eventually mixed with Shinto, the native religion of the Japanese. Hinduism is another example. Hindus believe that the Cow is a sacred animal purely because when that particular rule was made up, Cows were the most important commodity around.

It sounds harsh but in all honesty, it's true. And it makes me wonder really hard whether religion is the path to salvation or just something to give you that feel good factor.

Think about it, and you might come to the kind of conclusion that I came to.

Religion is like the security at a Mall or a 5 Star Hotel in Mumbai (at least). The security isn't even close to being able to keep a man with a gun/bomb out. It's just there to give the people going in a False Sense of Safety. An Assurance that can not be fulfilled. Rituals are the same. How can God be won over by offerings and chants? If it really was that easy, the effects would be evident. We are such fools to believe that the path to salvation is as superficial as this. May be we never knew better. May be we just chose to ignore all the facts.

Most of us can't really help it now can we? Religion gives us a high. Makes us feel better about things in general. Makes it all a little more bearable. Religion is a lie. A lie many of believe in purely because we have nothing else to hold us up.

~Break that glass wall down.

See, religion answers questions the way a parent would answer the questions of a child. It's horribly dimwitted. Take free will for example. We all have Free Will. But if we don't live according to the outlines that GOD has provided us with, we're gonna go to hell. It's like God's telling us to pick and colour as long as it's Red. Reality doesn't work that way!

Question the answers you're given by religion and you'll come to a point where the false sense of logic that religion brings just breaks. You don't even have to go to blurry fields like Metaphysics. Very simple questions do the trick.

Example:

Sindhi's can't eat meat on Tuesdays. Why? Because Tuesday is Bhagvaan ka din. (God's day). Why is Tuesday Bhagvaan ka din? Well folks! Here's where the long story comes into play! If you're lucky, you won't get an answer at all.

One More:

How does the Ramayan make any sense at all? Talking Monkeys? A Monkey God that could change sizes and fly mountains around? Come on! I've asked a few Sants about this and they've told me that it was a "Yug" (Age) where animals could talk.
What? How does that make sense? Well it doesn't. The Logic breaks. It makes no sense. And I will not buy it.


Religion is a fickle thing. The cheapest, most abundant High. The easiest lie. One that will not die.
Religion is a fickle thing. And I know better than to care much for it.

But enough for now.

I think I'll talk about the Harsh Realities soon.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Explanations.

It's the feeling of a dam breaking.
The villagers never had a chance.
It's fast and all-encompassing. It's painful and exhausting.
You're too empty to fill yourself with happiness.
Whatever little happiness you get is like cotton burnt at night in order to keep yourself warm.
It's burnt in small amounts and it's burnt fast. It doesn't last.
The emptiness fills in with so many negative emotions, attracted by the depth of the whole you have inside.
Nothing cuts it. Nothing numbs it out.
Like water on a page full of letters your emotional state blurs you view of things.
Actions slow and function ceases to be.
You're stuck, alone and scared.
And everything that people say is mere bullshit.
Because they don't get it. They just don't get it.
And everything you say is meaningless. It's pointless and makes no sense whatsoever.
Because of the reasons mentioned before you're done for.
You’re in a ditch only you can claw yourself out of.
But you're so tired.
So fucking tired.
You eyes will barely stay open.
But every time you close them the thoughts and visions come out of hiding, stronger every time.
The music you listen to only helps to keep you alive and breathing. A mere distraction from what's really going on inside.
Every now and then your feet brush the edge of the pit inside of you and the ditch you're in seems that much bigger and tougher to get out of.
What do you do when this happens? How does "Just Get Out Of It." or "Don't Worry, it’ll all be ok!" help here? Why can't they just say something that'll help? Am I that undeserving?
Is that what I've achieved? Is that what everything I've done has amounted to?
I'm alone and afraid and there's no one. No One.
I've lost again.
Just like I've always lost.
I've always lost.
And ditch gets deeper...

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Function.

Just a thought that crossed my mind for those that worry about me so much...


It matters not to the world whether we smile or weep in the confines of our room with our doors and windows shut, curtains drawn. The world will not remember and look up to a happy or content man but will instead have a man of consequence, of action etched into their memories. Good or Bad, action is what matters. Results are what matter. Happiness is too impractical a goal to desire, Effectiveness is what's worth aiming for. The greatest level of Contentment isn't enough to win the world, hat of Productivity is. So fear not when I do not smile or laugh with joy. Because I Function. And I could ask for nothing more. :)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Dreams.

Mr. E from the Eels managed to write an entire song about the Trouble with dreams.
I can only come up with a blog entry...

I'm A Dreamer. A Full-On Dreamer. The Kind of guy that's all optimistic and reved up about his dreams all the time. Thing is, sometimes, just sometimes, all that energy is just sucked out of you. So I sit and write it all out here. Hoping to get, if nothing else, a medium to vent out all the bad and make space for new hope and faith and strength to keep going.

Imagine a building. Like a 5 Story Building. With Operational offices on the top floor. With A Game Room, a few TT Tables, Basket Ball Court, Maybe a Pool. Imagine classrooms and a computer labs where kids can come and learn new things for a minimal charge if not for free. Imagine one in every area of every city/town/village in the country.

That's what For A Revolution should become. But that's my dream.

And it's hard to make your dream someone else's dream.

It's hard to make someone like/post/comment on something on the FAR Fan Page even though it's easy for them to do all of those for most every other page on the same website.
Of course, they'll argue that they don't comment everywhere, they just 'Like' the pages. But they're completely missing the point aren't they?

It's hard to make someone take a little time out of their schedule to come work towards something that'll probably make a kid say "Hey! That makes sense!" in a world when senselessness is the norm and the 'in' thing. But then time can only be given for one's own dreams.

I don't even know why I'm saying all this. I'd rather not complain but then I'm just as angry as I am upset about this all. Ha. Ah well...

I guess I'll do it all myself. After all, it's my dream right?

Thursday, June 17, 2010

A Compatritive Study

I thought I'd do a little comparative study of two types of 'Problems' and their respective 'Treatments'. I prefer One to the other. Guess which one and Win A Prize!


Diagnoses X By Orthopedist:
Great Muscular Pain and Possible Shifting of Disc in Back.

Diagnoses Y By Astrologer:
Negative Thinking, Bad Health Stuff and Being A Pain To My Mom By The Astrologer.

Treatment X : Bed Rest.

Treatment Y : A Little 'Moti' Round My Neck

Recovery Time for Treatment X : 1-2 Weeks and then Another Week of not exercising.

Recovery Time for Treatment Y : Effects will be seen in two to three Days.

Tests Involved for X : MRI, EKG and one more thing that involved me getting Shocked.

Tests Involved for Y : Some 'Kundli' and Star-chart Analysis.

Total Cost Of X : Rs.35,000 (Thank GOD For Medical Insurance!)

Total Cost Of Y : Rs.0 (But it seems that I'll have to give the astrologer a % of the money I make when I grow up. Which, as it seems, there will be a lot of.)