It's scary...

It's scary when things move too fast...
When before you know it, entire days have gone by...
When questions come up faster than you can solve 'em...
When you can see the future in the distance and aren't sure about whether or not you can handle it when it finally hits.

It's scary when new things keep happening...
When you meet a lot of new people in a very short time...
When you start feeling emotions...
It's worse when they're new ones.


It's scary when you start realizing new things about yourself...
A new taste you like, a new texture, a new colour or a new shape...
A new song...
A deeper meaning...
When you're more connected to it all than you think...

It's scary...
But I guess I can't get enough of it...
Of just standing there in the cold dark just guessing at the actual date and time...
Yeah...
It's good.
It feels good...

The feelings and emotions and experiences and people and music and everything else...
It feels awesome!!! XD